You know when you’re drowning you don’t actually inhale until right before you blackout. It’s called voluntary apnea. It’s like no matter how much your freaking out the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you wont open your mouth until you feel like your head’s exploding. But then you do finally let it in that’s when it stops hurting. It’s not scary anymore, It’s actually kind of peaceful… It’s like it’s a panic attack.